For those of you who think dreams are bullshit, here's more truth that they are not -- at least from the mind of this Nichiren Buddhist.
I have been dating this beautiful woman from China for over a month now, and well, I said, I Love You. It was only a matter of time for me to do this for you see, I sometimes speak from emotion which is never good. I should have learned by now not to speak from emotion because, well, you see, I am a poet.
The rain came and I laughed
The sun came and I... cried.
~~ Li Kairui
See that was a poem I wrote under my new name, Li Kairui, but I'll cover that at another time. Today we are talking about dream number 486. Hold on to your seats boys and girls, here are the details:
Last night I dreamed I was on a bus with my Chinese girlfriend to go see her deceased husband. Her deceased husband, her and I three were together on the bus, smiling, wondering. What does it mean?
Well, boys and girls, it means that I am connected to her deceased husband. You see, he died around the same time that I was in surgery to have the cancer tumor removed from my lung. Seems to me that he died at this time and she game into my life at this time for a reason. I know, I know!!! I am a dreamer. Well, yes I am. And so I believe he loved her so much that he helped bring us together from the other side.
Today is the 100 day after his death. In China this is a special day. My Chinese girlfriend has allowed me to go with her. I have a Chinese silver dollar to leave on his grave. This morning I chanted that he give us a sign that he is happy with us being together. Let's see what happens.
|My Chinese Girlfriend. |